Tuesday, November 24, 2009

lord forgive me

i want to get rid of my dogs. bad. worse than that, i have, on occasion, had thoughts of harming them. i just can't handle two dogs and two kids and a house and being a good wife. i don't think i'm that woman.

i'd hate hearing emma call for the dogs if we ever did get rid of them. i'd feel so guilty.

but i want them gone. at least one. i'm going crazy.

i definitely need a punching/kick bag if they are to stay around. so that they do not become it.

i feel like such a bad person. but it's the truth.

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